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Onderwerp: Whatever... za jul 16, 2011 9:41 pm
Hoi.
Ik heb geen idee hoe ik dit moet noemen. Een hartuitstorting? Een gedicht? Ik weet niet.
Lezen op eigen risico. 1:
Every time I see that name again, Then goes the pain in my heart, with a power of ten. I wish I could'nt make any mistake, But that thought, is really fake.
I hope the pain will find a way, So I can stand up, and I can say: 'I have no more pain today, so you never seen me this way.'
I wish I could take the pain away, But that, that is stupid for me to say. Cause this pain, won't go away, And I broke my heart every time on that way.
But, who does care? Why I can't just stand up? Why I can't face my fear? And never give up?
Why does it so much pain? This is a shame for me! Cause, I can't set myself and my thoughts free!
I wish I could explain my pain, I wish I could say it to him, But, I don't have the power, I wish I was in Spain, And then I've been drunk, on a glass of Gin.
Lezen op eigen risico. 2:
Sometimes, I wish I can go of the earth, So I don't have pain and hurt. But that, that's only a dream, Cause it is what it seems.
My dream to go fall down, It's not more, than just a thought on a clown. It's funny and stupid, And I know, that I can never do it.
But why those feelings are so big? Are they telling something to me? I wish I could dig, And set myself free.
Cause this hurt, it's not funny anymore, I wish I smack down on a floor. And then remember myself, that there are important things, Cause sitting here and look to my computer, it's not gonna help me, God, I wish that I can set myself free!!
Goes away from all this pain, Just a thing that happen yesterday. Yes, that is it, but I always wear it in my heart, And nothing, nothing, nothing, can take that apart.
I must stand up and live my life, But I can't, and you know why? Cause all what matters in my life, Was go away when I see the sky.
I remember when I see it, that I'm fucking live in this world, I can't take the desperate feelings away, I don't wanna live here anymore, Can't you just take me away?
That are my feelings, for today, And if you don't understand that of think it's funny, Well, than I hope you understand it some day, And till then your nothing more than a freakin' bunny.
Lezen op eigen risico. 3:
]Why is everybody so happy? Why can I only cry? Why doesn't see anybody my tears? I just wonder why.
I can't fight those feelings anymore, I wanna scream, fight and throw things away, But deep inside I think, when I step on the floor, Does it always go this way?
I will take care of my family, But they don't see my tears, It's like I'm my own enemy, And that's for a couple of years.
But they don't see it, They don't ask, But I sit, Cause that's my only task.
I don't really care if people watch me, Cause they don't see what I see, I feel so lonely, everytime I sit and stare to the darkness, I wish I can disappear, cause that's the only way to set me free.
Lezen op eigen risico. 4:
Why can't anybody see what I see? Why don't feel they what I feel? What's wrong with me? Is this real?
If you wanna know the truth, well, there is no truth in my world, Cause I always lie to people and let them see that I'm ok, when it's not, The guys look at me, and they say I'm hot.
Then, I wanna smash them in the face, Cause my body it's not only a game, My big mouth is my saving grace, It's save me from just the same.
I don't speak my feelings to anybody in this place, But the Internet, is my saving grace, I'll let my feelings go and feel myself good for a couple of time, But when I'm lonely, without my computer, it all feels like they not mine.
I wanna cry and run away, For from this world, far from this earth, But there is only one thing to stay, Cause my life, it is it worth.
I don't care what people think from story, It's all out my heart, And I'm not say sorry, For what I just start.
I needed sometimes to take a breath in the air, And all I can do, is just stop and stare. I feel the breath of someone else behind me, It's just him and he set me free.
Laatst aangepast door Desperate op zo jul 17, 2011 12:28 am; in totaal 1 keer bewerkt
